Be Me. Be Lively. Be Lonely.

奇迹

2012-02-06T01:04:00.003+08:00

Late night. And I'm still working.
Been working the whole day since 11am. Sigh.

Was suddenly reminded of the times after JC prom and the group of us took pictures in the middle of a road... Somewhere off the padang area. :) It didn't seem too long ago and I can still rem that I had to take cab home. And poor me could afford the cab fare cos mama gave me $ to go prom that time. hee.

你永远不懂我伤悲。。。像白天不懂夜的黑
可夜的黑。。。却美得寂静。。。

最后4个星期。。。
奇迹应该不会出现了。。。

给我一个会照顾我的人吧

2011-06-06T03:11:00.001+08:00

找个会照顾你的人吧...

testing blogpress

2011-04-10T23:22:00.001+08:00

jus downloaded the blogpress app from installous.

a jailbroken iPhone is fab :)

10% population

2011-01-25T02:27:00.002+08:00

Bro asked "eh. do you realise that all those people whom you think are v off, v chui and v cmi back during your sch days... they are already married and have already started a family? 他们已经有人要了"

Me "yes. I noticed. 你懂为什么吗? 因为only 10% of the world's population 是美的and can make it 的... 像我们这种人比较难找到对象cos our pool of selection is merely 10% as compared to 他们的pool of 90%. *smug*"

Bro: "................" *dunno is 听不到or pretend to 没有听到...*

but it's true what!!!!!

LOL

Pre CNY Shopping!

2011-01-24T03:30:00.006+08:00

Although I've tons of items on my to-do list, I'm still happy.... because I'm on leave tmr yippees!!! =)

Just finished downloading 56 new songs. I haven't been listening to the radio/keeping myself updated with the new songs. So I had to refer to the 龙虎榜 for all my new downloads... hehe 我也蛮厉害的嘛 kekeke.

Work is like nv ending. Although I'm not as bz (or as stress) as when I was in audit, I still dread seeing the many emails highlighted in red (unread) every morning... Sometimes I wish I was back on shift. At least then I'll have time to slow down and take a breather... But then again, I do get the bit of job satisfaction that keeps me going... and I believe I still like what I do... and I hope Jia2's right - that I will see the "fruits" of my labour soon...

This year's CNY just doesn't feel CNY-ish enough. I just can't help thinking that it came far too early this year haha. But I can say I'm already quite prepared for 3rd Feb. As much as I'll like to convince myself tt I need more clothes, the fact is that I've almost 10 new dresses in my wardrobe... and I have 1 more arriving in the mail this wk... oops =X

Still, I am going shopping tmr! =)
I reckon I need another pair of black heels... and I need lingerie! 不可能穿旧的过年right? Plus I need a new laptop bag. The one I got for xmas last year (sorry 是前年) has a thick coat of dust on it now... It turned off-white/grey from white xiexievmuch. I need to get containers from Daiso too, just so I can organise my stash of rubbish neatly in my new bookshelf (新的bookshelf 一定要美美neat neat过年!!!)

Last but not least, reminder to self - pay all debts owing to others and collect all debts owing to me!!!! Owe $ Pay $ before 大年初一!!!!!!!!!!
再见I am going to zzzz so I can chiong shopping tmr....

reblog

2010-11-29T01:52:00.001+08:00

Noticed I have not been blogging since June.
Mad bz with work. Busier after the re-org (which I thought would do me some good but...)

Nvm work. This weekend was great! (Maybe when I am in office tmr clearing emails I will regret not having work hard over the weekend... O_o)

Finally caught up with a couple of shows that I had wanted to watch since mths ago.
But not after I realised that my 2 ext HDD are max-ed out.
Dear ojisan had very kindly helped to get one 500GB ext HDD from the Sitex for me.
Thank god ojisan loves going to such events. I really hate the crowd (not sure if it's a sign of getting old but yah I hate to go noisy n crowded places these days).

I have fallen deeper in love with Lee Hom's music after watching 恋爱通告...
I mean the whole show looks like a flop on the surface. But the music and the underlying message that Lee Hom was trying to get across to the audience is amazing.
I love the story of 伯牙 and 子期... the concept of 知音 fascinates me.
I understand that music is a much better way to express things that words can't. Music is as it is. A univeral language.
I love the idea of 拟人手法. what does it matter if lyrics doesn't make sense? Like how it was described in the movie "蝴蝶眨几次眼睛, 才学会飞行?"
I dunno if 蝴蝶眨不眨眼睛... but the image that I see after hearing the music... :)

夜深人静。
思想着成长，未来，梦想。
思想着。。。

back frm hk!

2010-06-29T00:23:00.002+08:00

im back!
from the land of dim sum, limited wifi and cheap shopping :)

im so tired though im on leave today. did nothing 'cept slp. browsing photos, sorting out my hk loot and clearing emails.

jus going to put everything on hold till after i finish the ppt slides for dir (aiyoh i saw her email just now and i really xia dao man). by 'everything', i really mean doing mini-spring cleaning (again), catching up on 谈情说案, 呼叫大明星, american's next top model, the noose, reading my bks blah blah.

:) ok till tmr or whenever.

2010-06-22T02:25:00.000+08:00

u know that something will haunt you for life when you can't stop dreaming abt it.
it's been so so long.
y is it that a mention of XX will trigger the nightmares all over again?

just can't stop thinking.

天天看到你

2010-06-13T16:56:00.001+08:00

awwww...
the cab driver is whistling away to a nice song I haven heard in ages...

天天看到你 - 阿杜

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great sat

2010-06-13T15:04:00.001+08:00

yesterday was great.
10 reasons.

1. i got to slp in late.
2. foo told me tt WB wasn't going back to MHA afterall (tt idiot bluffed me).
3. i bought a nice khaki shirtdress (only $23 bucks super wu hua! - and yes from a blogshop again hiakz)
4. mum made rice dumplings yums!
5. watched 谈情说案 there's lam fung! and i love yang yi~!
6. watched Eng. vs USA (wah piang tt robert green ought to be shot. but i was secretly laughing la, didn't dare to laugh out loud else i would have been killed by the Eng. fans)
7. xdd came back frm sweden alr. so he entertained me on yak and sms. lol
8. went ntuc and bought my cornflakes n milk (fav supper for now), chipsters, apple chips and some other junk food
9. had 鱼头炉 for dinner, plus gong gong and rojak!
10. pay day. $$$$$$$$$

i copied n pasted the blogshop links to a word file the other day. and sent it to the girls in office. LOL
just wanna hai them shop too! :P aiyah good things must share ma... the things on blogshops are so much cheaper too. :)

okies. i'm going to eat my tau huay and prepare to go out alr. MJ MJ!!!
(in barbarella's voice) "tanks eberybardy tanks~~~" (waves byebye)

2010-06-03T05:06:00.002+08:00

Total damage today: $269.95
Total buys: 4 tops, 3 bottoms, 2 shoes, 1 necklace, 1 bag, 1 glasses, 3 belts, 3 nail polish, 1 eyeshadow

Great buys!!!
I love shopping really! Though my menses made me uncomfortable and caused me to have a slight headache the entire day, and though the air con in the malls (esp. 313) was super powerful causing me to shiver whenever i removed my top to try on clothes, I did enjoy myself!

I am loving the $10 top I got from far east. The floral design on it was fab! I thought I saw a similar tank top on a blogshop which cost $19? And it fits me perfectly well~ And of cos I finally finally got my nice bling geeky specs (okay not exactly geeky in the geeky way but it's just nice - what am I talking abt? Okay let's just say I am able to hide my hideous small eyes when I am without eye makeup. ayes)

Jia2 said Guru banned her from shopping w me HAHAHA tt is so nasty of him. Well I think she is v gd in controlling her expenditure alr. serious. She NEEDED tt lavender dress and the foundation of course. And the bag was lovely. So were the heels (of cos la I have the same pair of a different color so diedie must say nice keke). I forgot what other stuffs she bought. Oh. The lipgloss that she thought she left @ coffeeclub LOL.

Seriously I think I'm really getting older. Just looking at the type of stuffs I bought. The tops I bought, I would never have thought of getting them say 2 yrs back. I would have thought they look auntie on me but when I tried them on now... Hey! They look great!~ Anyway am thinking of going bugis one of these days... Maybe fri... Must be a wkday else it will be so crowded on the wkends.

Am deployed back to office for now. I have no idea what I'm gonna be doing but well it's time to do something else other than patron disputes and non payment incident reports already. I've been quite bored doing these really. So no more slping till late noon during the wkdays. Back to normal office hours with my wkends free (or so I hope, since I'll be one of the covering officers for the compliance pple). I definitely won't be missing MBS... but am a tad disappointed at not being able to go back RWS... Oh wells there's always the next rotation!

Meanwhile, I'm just going to enjoy the rest of the wk. :) Most prob baking tmr! Cereal & raisin cookies and chocolate cheese cake... Yums. And then to pack my wardrobe, arrange my makeup, paint my nails, read my newspapers, etc etc. Weeeeeeee korean food this sat cos it's BQ's bday meetup. Then mahjong on Sunday again perhaps? :)

and tts me looking tired. :P

PS: the Sarawak stabbers are really scaring me. I had Lock to wait for me at the busstop just now when I came hm (yes! I took bus yeeps!) and I kept thinking tt someone is stalking me and waiting to pounce on me. I am v ham ji de...

blow dry hair

2010-06-02T03:30:00.003+08:00

As I'm blogging. the fact tt I've to wake at 10am later is bugging me.
Haha. Becoz I'm going shopping with Jia2 tmr at 1pm in Orchard! I'm so excited!!! Since the GSS started I've not shopped! Ok I'm just going to say it once more. I'm not taking online shopping into account!

So yes I've still bought like say... 4 tops, 2 dresses and 2 blazers from the blogshops. But these are great buys I'm telling you. I really dig the blazers tt BC came out with. I have the black one already and I've worn it so many times tt now it already qi mao. But I missed the launch this round and I'm getting the BO for the white blazer. Wanted to get the mint one too but like 很难配 so nvm la. I got another black one from espreselle tts arriving sometime this wk :)

Right now I'm just doing my mask and waiting for my hair to dry. Crazy right? I reached hm at 9 plus and I waited till now to wash my hair. Well I'm a lazy person really. And great at dilly-dallying (everyone knows tt). I've watched the 9pm Channel 8 show. Followed by reading my cleo and her world and then watching 台湾龙卷风. I know it's supposed to be an auntie show la but too bad I like it. So do some of my friends. :P And then I switched on my lappie and wasted time blog-hopping etc.

And why do I still wanna wash my hair since it's alr so late? I know pple say will get tao hong etc. But these days I've learnt tt the key to having nice hair in the morning is not to wash ur hair in the morn and go out with wash-and-go hair. Only 1 word to describe it. Unmanageable!!! Tt's what I usually do actually. Wash my hair in the morning thinking tt it would be neater and tt my hair will straighten itself out naturally when I leave it lying behind my back. (Only to have dripping wet hair on my back and then a wet patch on my top after tt booooz). And afterwards my hair will be dry and frizzy....... So these days when I wash my hair at night and try to blow dry it and slp with a nice set of hair. My hair miraculously falls in place the next day! I just have to wet a bit of my fringe and blow it and it looks gd to go! Saves me loads of time in the morning too!!! 所以咯....

Anyway I'm really super slpy. And tmr I'm determined to wake at 10am. Get ready by 11.30am then lunch with mummy before I take BUS to Orchard. It's really time for me to BUS. No more CABs grrrr

*going to blow dry hair now then slp kthxbai*

new space

2010-05-22T03:37:00.010+08:00

new space!

i've been racking my brain all day, thinking of a new blog address.
jia2 helped me brainstormed for ideas when we were in the middle of our night shifts (i was in mbs and she in rws) and some of the stuffs we came up with really crack me up!
"willyoustopit.blogspot; chaoahlian.blogspot; charsiewbao.blogspot; freakymeatypork.blogspot; sorrynotavailable.blogspot; whyareyoureadingthis.blogspot.com"
lolx

ok. so in the end i chose a rather cliche blogname.
but tt was exactly how i feel whenever i blog.
i blog when i feel lonely. i blog when i feel tt noone understands. or i blog when i feel overjoyed etc etc. simple 'nuff.
and oh it's the first time tt i did a simple collage for my blog. it's nothing big but it's got the things i enjoy/love most. sunrise/set; sweets; flowers; nature; etc etc. i do like it :)

today was generally a short day. the usual after all night shifts.
slept my way through dinner and woke up in time to catch movie w mum, k n gf.
ip man 2! superbly brilliant! though it was all wingchun fight fight fight but i did enjoy it lots. and i got the urge to hit some stuffs after the movie, so i practised thrusting blows at terry and winnie. keke.
they must have thought i was mad.

i am so very slpy again now. i know i've slept for more than 10 hrs since morn. but.....
anyway dinner tmr w jia2 n js. plus a fren of hers tt she wanna intro me to. is weird. but no harm knowing more pple right? wats more im glad jia2 suggested central mall cos i so love jap food :)

till tmr. loves.